To my body, I am sorry.

Trying to catch my breath but there’s stones at the bottom of these lungs. I am heavy, stagnant, yet always on the run. Most days feel like an endless inferno, I am too mesmerized by the colors to realize that I am burning. My bones now brittle, crumbling like stale bread each time I try…

Sanctify

I thought I moved on from it all but I keep looking in my rear view mirror, wondering if you’ll ever appear. Deep down I know I’d turn around if you asked me too. My heart once light as feathers, solidifies with pain as the space between us grows bigger. The fire that rages behind…

Self-comfort

You look at me with such worry I almost believe you care, but its alright. I've been here many times, You don't have to reach for my hand in the darkness, I know how to create my own stars That lead me back to solid ground. Being my own savior Can be a bore, But…

Ripples in my head

I can feel the sanity Slipping through my Hands again. Trying to grasp it, Is like trying to catch Sunlight, It flows straight through These bony fingers, Hitting the ground. The waves Crash over me, The chains Of my Existence begin to Drag me down

Eat me up

My heart boarded up, Labeled, “Do not touch,” Never stops them from digging. They reach straight into my chest, Breaking the bones that keep The walls from caving. Only ever half way through that door, Open or closed, It’s never enough. Even when I Put my soul out on display. It doesn’t matter, take what…

Brown-eyed boy.

My life full of color but I was like a ghost, A zombie walking those downtown streets Alone. I guzzled poison Hoping the heat Will make this hollow heart feel something. There you were, Brown-eyed boy With stars dancing inside them, You ran your hands through Your hair And time froze. I melted to the…

Solar Eclipse

The moon draped in sadness, She is always chasing The stars. One day the sun eclipses Her soul. They dance in darkness, For a moment she is reborn But he leaves her so soon Now all that is left Is just a reflection of the love she carries for him