Trying to catch my breath but there’s stones at the bottom of these lungs. I am heavy, stagnant, yet always on the run. Most days feel like an endless inferno, I am too mesmerized by the colors to realize that I am burning. My bones now brittle, crumbling like stale bread each time I try…
Sanctify
I thought I moved on from it all but I keep looking in my rear view mirror, wondering if you’ll ever appear. Deep down I know I’d turn around if you asked me too. My heart once light as feathers, solidifies with pain as the space between us grows bigger. The fire that rages behind…
Self-comfort
You look at me with such worry I almost believe you care, but its alright. I've been here many times, You don't have to reach for my hand in the darkness, I know how to create my own stars That lead me back to solid ground. Being my own savior Can be a bore, But…
Ripples in my head
I can feel the sanity Slipping through my Hands again. Trying to grasp it, Is like trying to catch Sunlight, It flows straight through These bony fingers, Hitting the ground. The waves Crash over me, The chains Of my Existence begin to Drag me down
Eat me up
My heart boarded up, Labeled, “Do not touch,” Never stops them from digging. They reach straight into my chest, Breaking the bones that keep The walls from caving. Only ever half way through that door, Open or closed, It’s never enough. Even when I Put my soul out on display. It doesn’t matter, take what…
Emotionally Unavailable (but only with me).
Others knew there was no one home. Still I knocked relentlessly hoping you’d answer, whether it be from boredom or curiosity. I was never inside of you but still I felt comfort in the shadow that casts from your halo. The magic spell has gone away, I no longer feel the warmth of your existence…
Brown-eyed boy.
My life full of color but I was like a ghost, A zombie walking those downtown streets Alone. I guzzled poison Hoping the heat Will make this hollow heart feel something. There you were, Brown-eyed boy With stars dancing inside them, You ran your hands through Your hair And time froze. I melted to the…
Nobody Could See I Was Lost at Sea, So, I Saved Myself
Dancing alone, Drunk on Yellow and blue haze, Drowning in a sea of doubts Lost in a faceless crowd He whispers in my ear All I hear is static I can feel the pressure Of my bones beginning To break As he tries to kiss my face Even when I turn away I hate how…
Apocalyptically, I leave traces of me in downtown streets
Time stood still The night I met The boy with deep brown hair And auburn eyes The moment Our gazes met I fell to my demise I was no longer my own Apocalyptically I search for his Electric soul No matter Where I go
Solar Eclipse
The moon draped in sadness, She is always chasing The stars. One day the sun eclipses Her soul. They dance in darkness, For a moment she is reborn But he leaves her so soon Now all that is left Is just a reflection of the love she carries for him
